My husband's infidelity is a source of pleasure for me

I am a devoted wife, and my husband is a man who loves to cheat. He has been unfaithful to me on numerous occasions, and I have found that this is a source of great pleasure for me. It is not just the act of cheating itself that excites me, but the knowledge that my husband is engaged in sexual activities with someone else while I am at home, waiting for him. Watching him as he pleasures himself with another woman, I am filled with a sense of arousal and satisfaction. This is not just about the physical act of watching him fuck someone else, but also the emotional connection I feel with my husband as he engages in this forbidden act. It is a thrilling experience, one that I eagerly anticipate each time he strays. So, when my husband hires a hot, young babysitter to entertain him, I am more than willing to let him fuck her while I watch, enjoying every moment of their intimate encounter.